worn & aged

got my rolls of used films that i haven’t had the time to develop yet. everyone’s been pretty excited about it, and i myself can’t wait, but got no time go to the mall. I have practically tried every developing center in the city ang i guess fuji is the best so far. maybe when i am not busy i’ll drop by there. anyway, the guys are hooked, just like i am, they are planning for a photo-op this sat, i dunno exactly where we are heading coz we haven’t mapped out our plan, what makes it exciting though is our spontaneity. we’ll just drive around, aimed with our crazy ideas, and just shoot at anything we fancy. So far it worked. I guess it’s the artist in us, we work best when there are no rules to bend, no buts and no ifs, and all full of nonsense.

anyway, have to meet an old flame, shucks that sounds so yucky–kidding aside, i gotta meet this guy in my college days. he got home a couple of weeks ago from work abroad. the truth is he’s not interested in me, but he is interested in a position from my work and he needs to ask me a few things about it–whatever! anyway i dunno how to fit him in my sched, i told him i’d meet him on saturday, that was before i said yes to the op… i might just tag him along so he won’t bore me…

i miss tata–i texted him and he never texted me back, i wonder what’s wrong with him, or maybe he’s out of the country still. he’s getting married this yr and guess it won’t be the same with him being married. i guess i miss diving a lot. my buddies are bugging me to dive but my doctor says i have to wait for 2 months, 2 mos is almost up and i am pretty excited. i wonder what my pops’ reaction would be, if and when i told him i’m out diving, i guess he would see fit.

oh life is such a full of nonsense…

it’s been a while since my last blog and geez this is another blog site… i dunno, but i do vent my frustrations on my blog, not that i don’t have anything happy to write about, but i tend to over-react on petty things like this afternoon where i got pretty pissed off.

it seems to me that somebody or something’s out to ruin my mood. for almost two weeks now i was feeling kinda happy and for a splitsecond there, i feel like killing somebody. the evil things some people do–sometimes i wish i had stayed at the office and took a nap, it would have been all worthwhile. anyway the story goes like this–as we were lining up at the atm machine, we were all smiles and had this eager look on our faces, who wouldn’t be? we’ve waited for this day to arrive. all of this week, we were all on a strict diet, not that we need one but we have to, coz we’re almost running out of dough. i was pretty excited when it was my turn though, i automatically withdrew money coz i know they’d be peeping behind my shoulder. i was carefully folding my tab when somebody grabbed it. man that did it, it blew my top and much as i’d been practicing my mantra, i can’t calm down. they had the shit to talk to me about privacy and they can’t even respect mine, well fuck them. I had all the right to be pissed off you know, it was my deal and there are things you can’t joke about. sometimes these people just don’t know when to draw the line.