madness—it’s killing me
there are things that i wanted to keep to myself, but at times i am so overwhelmed with emotions that it is hard to contain my feelings. i wanted to express myself, yet i am so scared that i’d end but regretting it. i dunno if i should share it, but of course i know it’s worth it. i am happy yet sad—it’s so ironic how my feelings are right now. of course, i am not so sure of our future together, there might be not, all i have are empty promises. but for now i am contented. basically it’s all about contentment. i hope it lasts though. it’s always nice to look forward to something each new day
the hell am i talking about—i guess some stuffs just gone over my head.
