worn & aged

here i am again, at my wits end. i hate it when i reach this point, i am bound to do harm onto myself. yesterday i was really contemplating on shaving my head, everyone had an opinion and they all hated the idea. the truth is i am no longer happy with my hair and it looks so boring now, or maybe it’s the weather, it’s making me feel depress. anyway i gatecrashed at troy’s place, they were supposed to play wii but when i got there, they were watching final fantasy. it was like in the middle of the film when troy suggested i dye my hair platinum–actually it did occur to me too but i am a little hesitant coz by then i would really look japanis. iwiz volunteered to shave my head and pay me hahaha, anyway they all succeeded in diverting my attention otherwise i would have done it. so at the end of the day i didn’t get what i want so i poured my frustration on food—we went to this thai resto in karama which is swamped with kabayans. and the posters on the wall was about filipino stars lolz and the videoke was playing regine’s music arghh… initial reaction was, am i in the right place? how could one eat in peace with regine shrilling in the background? anyway papartz and gerald were low on battery (they looked beaten up), and were about to fall asleep on their chairs ( i guess it’s the music, duh!). iwiz and i concentrated on showbiz chika, we weren’t really updated on what’s the latest chismis. the guys can’t take it no more, so we called it a day.