of nothingness
it’s one of those fuckin days. right now i really feel like crying coz i dunno what to do. talk about losing my grip, i’m on the edge already and i hate it coz i dunno what’s wrong with me. i hate it! i hate it! i wish everything is different and i wish i’d not be in this situation coz it’s frustrating me. nothing is wrong, maybe it’s the weather, or maybe it’s because i am sick or maybe i dunno. i am very tempted to light a cigarette and puff, i haven’t done it in a long time and i miss it.
