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i must be nuts… can’t sleep early! now i’m spending more time online. to be honest, i’m not even sure what i am doing, i’m so tired of doing the usual stuff and it’s kinda boring. wanted to dl more songs but i am running out of disk space. hmmm got to get the external drive and then i will drown myself with all the songs i want. pretty pathetic huh? anyway, last night got a conference with some old time folks. it’s been ages since we last talked and i kinda miss them. that’s the trouble when your friends are scattered around the globe. but no matter where your friends are, the camaraderie is still there. whether you are hanging out in the virtual world, or simply hanging out. i wish i could join them soon but i’m pretty messed up right now. maybe because i can’t focus–that’s the trouble if you’re not getting enough sleep. it’s a miracle i am not being melodramatic about it. in truth, i was really sleepy last night, but when we started chatting, and doing all the wacky stuffs that we used to do, sleep just evaded me. i was so intent on keeping still but i laughed so hard, i started crying.